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| Time: | 12:09 am. |
| Mood: |  ecstatic. | | Music: | ATREYU!!!!!. |
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wow is really the only thing i can say about my life right now.
i'm on medication now and its helping so much with everything. i have the best friend in the world who would do anything and everything for me, and lately i've been figuring out who my realy friends are and i'm so thankful for each and everyone of them. i now have a wonderful boyfriend who has never made me feel this way in a long time. and this week i'm actually moving in with him. yeah its kinda soon but we just thought we'd give it a shot. he keeps me away from everything.. even drinking.. which is a good thing.. hes trying to get me to stop smokin but i don't think thats gonna happen for a while. and every weekend he does a new surprise for me... i love it. i really hope things work out with us. oh yeah.. im starting some pjc classes soon and i pretty much got a job at PCF getting payed 9 bucks and hour. i'm pretty excited. i couldn't be happier!
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i lost a very very good friend of mine this morning to drunk driving.. i really don't know how to handle this, exspecially after evans accident. Ben Zabukovec was one of my best friends... i was the last person to talk to him before he got in his truck.. and not even an hour later he died. so for whoever reads this... please pray for his family and friends.. we all need your prayers.
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Thursday, April 20th, 2006
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| Time: | 2:48 pm. |
| Music: | angels and airwaves. |
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WE LOVE YOU EVEN GRACE AND WE'RE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU!!!
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so i'm now in auburn and everything seems to be perfect since i got here. i found a job the first day i got here.. i start monday.. i'm pretty excited about that. i met soo many new people and their all awesome.. they actually treat me like a human being.. no one know my past life and i love it. it seriously is a whole new start and i think its going to be for the good. but i'll be back friday for the weekend so i'll say bye to all who matters then i plan on not talking to most of everybody for a long time. thats all folks... <3
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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| Time: | 2:00 pm. |
| Music: | JEW - clarity. |
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i'm moving to auburn in a week. lately i've been in this state of depression. i don't know whats wrong with me but it just gets worse and worse everyday i spend in pace. so i'm leaving next friday to stay. anyways.. i don't know how the whole trevor thing is going. i don't think i'm ready for a relationship. i'm still trying to get over daniel.. yes even though i'm the one who broke up with him. just lately everything has been reminding me of the good times we had.. for instance.. i started to play warcraft again. my friend got a cat that looks just like turkey. someone gave me the killers cd. and just a bunch of other stuff. so i'm hoping moving away will help with getting over him too. depression has to be the worst feeling.. i cry myself to sleep every night.. i've gotten so close to doing cocaine again.. but thanks to my friends i didn't. i just can't do this anymore.. i can't live with the title of the coke head / whore kelly. i want to start over.. i want a clean slate. i'm exhausted from partien all the time, i'm through with drugs and staying in pace is just going to keep it all around me. and the sad thing is that when i move theres only going to be a good 10 people that i'll miss. anyways.. thats my update.
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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
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| Time: | 3:43 am. |
| Music: | NIN fo sho. |
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things lately couldn't be much better.
i'm still living with kendra, i've made so many new friends in the past 2 weeks, i love my friends i already have, and i found someone i really like. :) you know.. the kind where you get butterflies in your stomach when u see them or when they call. i'm kinda excited cause i havn't felt that in a long time.
so ok off that topic. uh nine inch nails conert was absolutely the most amazing thing i've ever experienced. i'm probablly going to be talking about it till i get to see them again. ;) i don't think it could have been any better. but i think its time for bed... <3
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so... i moved out.. party every friday and saturday so hit me up.
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
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| Time: | 8:39 pm. |
| Music: | T.I. ..... for sure. |
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lets see lets see.... first of all i have to say i <3 my friends! i really don't know where i would be without you guys!
anyways.. things have been really good lately. i had a job interview with the buckle yesterday.. it went well. im suppose to go back for a 2nd interview sometime. and monday i have an interview at ollies, which is where i would rather work cause then i can work with nadine and linzie :) plus i would prolly make more $$ there. so hopefully i will have a job sometime this week! i also got a new phone..
it awesome.. i love it.
oh yeah! this wednesday i'm going to mobile to see the <3 of my life ;)
T.I <3 <3
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SO SEXY ! ! i can not wait.. its going to be great.
plans for tonite::
-pick up samantha
-make a few erans
-go to trevors
-go to michaels
-get kendra
-get crunk
-go to sleep
:) hope everyone has a good nite!!
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Friday, February 3rd, 2006
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so i guess things could be alot worse than they are. me and daniel broke up about 2 weeks ago. things with me and him have been good until today. he called things started off okay then he started to say that i was gonna get back into the same shit i got into before. he says i've been around cocaine 87% of the past 2 weeks. when i've only been around it 2 days. i don't plan on selling it ever again or even doing it.. if i do do it then its going to be like once every couple of months. i really don't want to get back into it and i don't see why he think that i am. i don't feel like feening for it, or spending all my money on it, or hanging out with the people i use to hang out with.
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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| Time: | 11:21 am. |
| Mood: |  chipper. |
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I <3 YOU DANIEL CARL STANFORD =)
so me and daniel are doing better. our 3 year is in a month 1/2. kinda wierd to say that i've been with someone for 3 years but it was well worth it. i couldn't have asked to be with a better guy. anyways, i get my wisdom teeth taken out tomorrow =( i'm really not excited about it at all. but can i say loratabs ftw?? =D i've been sober way too long >< i guess thats really all that i have to share atm. i'm going to try and update this thing more often, for those who care.
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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Merry Christmas everyone!!
So its been awhile since i've updated so i guess i'll fill everyone in on my life. me and daniel are still together.. we're doing alright. i love him more than anything but theres always room for improvment. i'm in ohio now for christmas, and i'm ready to come home.. going to canada tomorrow to visist with more family. anyways, i miss my friends.. everyday i use to be with about 3 or more of them and now i can't even remember the last time i've talked to them. so hopefully when i get back from ohio i can see some of them =/
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Friday, September 9th, 2005
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Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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so i start school this tuesday.. not too excited.. but in a way i am. my classes on tuesdays and thursdays end at 12:15 and i only go to school mon. wed. and fry.'s from 9-9:50. so its not that bad.. its just goin to suck doin the work.
anyways... me and daniel are actually doing really good right now.. i havn't been this happy in a long time. i seriously do love that guy more than anything. we've only gotten in one argument in the past like month.. maybe a few disagreemnts here or there. but nothing too major. but thats all i have to share with you all who are interested in how kelly miller is doing.
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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:26 am. |
| Mood: | crazy. |
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so.. the rents are out of town for a week! woooo hooo PARTY TIME!!!! deffinately got fucked up tonight and it has been one of the best nights i've had in a long time. got to spend time with my most favorite person.. the one and only daniel stanford! whom i love more than anything on the damn earth. i've decided though that i really miss hanging out with all of my old friends. i really wish things could have been different... (rehab, "trying to find new friends") cause me and the old friends were really close... i miss them =( but thats really all i have to say....
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:40 pm. |
| Mood: | cheerful. |
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I GOT MY NEW LAPTOP! woohoo i'm so excited.. its really nice. but thats pretty much all i have to say
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| Time: | 6:01 pm. |
| Mood: | content. |
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so i officially have to say that i love daniel carl stanford. yep.
anyways.. nothin new has happened.. except that i have signed up for my pjc classes. i'm pretty excited.. i got a new laptop *woohoo* to aid me in my college life. but my classes are:::
interpersonal communication MWF
english comp 1 TR
human growth and developement TR
iterm math TR
i don't know what times they are cause i left my schedual at daniels. but thats pretty much all that i have to update about..
i love you daniel
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so i'm in canada now.. its alot of fun... the weather is PERFECT. but i miss everyone in pace. daniel is liking it here too. but i guess thats it
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FUCK THE SANTA ROSA COUNTY COPS!
got a ticket today.. i really don't know how.. but it happened. i was passing a cop..... he was driving the opposite direction of me and so he pulls onto the side of the road about 40 yards ahead of me and puts on his lights and tells me to pull over... how that makes sense? i have no idea. so then he finally pulls up behind me and says i have an attitude with him.. just because i was agreeing with him and says that my ticket is going to be 369.00$ so since i have an attitude with him he decides he should call my parents. (i'm 18.. i didn't think they could do that?? ) so he calls my parents and comes back to my car and tells me that now my ticket is only 80$. crazy world we live in. my dad says i should take him to court but.. thats too much hassel. i'll just pay the 80$. but other than this little occasion.. everything is good. i have my terrific boyfriend who i love. and my friends.. they are great. but thats all i have to update about. time to go to the condo with all 35 family members.
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| Time: | 6:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  giggly. |
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i'm deffinately..... in love =) i couldn't ask for anyone better
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